| Friday, June 15, 2007 |
| Rewards of Faithfulness and Love |
It's amazing that I've grown so much in the past one year.
I left it all in God's hands. The tears, disappointments and anger was worth it when I know now how strong I am with Him by my side. I've not only learnt how wonderful it is to know that God really exists in my life, that He knows what is best for me but also to see for myself how much more beautiful life is when you learn to forgive and forget. Especially when you've forgiven yourself for your past mistakes, and you are able to move on to a better life from now on.
To finally wake up in the morning, without a problem in life that would bother me, was glorious. I told God, "If a car hits me today and I don't survive, it's ok. Nothing can bring me down now. Not when I'm this happy."
I hope I will never forget this feeling. I hope my feelings will never change. I can't imagine a day living without this feeling. I pray I will forever be faithful.
I looked into my journal and came across this, something I wrote exactly 3 months before this great discovery. As if things were meant to end this way:
"God does not short-change. After all the hard work, God will give a reward I deserve. That's what they say. I hope it's true. Dear Lord, I pray for the strength to continue this walk with You. Thank you for what I've learnt today. Amen."
The happiness was too good to be true. But just to show you how much better my life can get, my aunt got me a new phone for my birthday! Which is still in a month's time. Yeah!!
I SO hope she got me this model. |
posted by Sha @ 11:11 PM  |
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